theres nothing much i wanna say. but theres somethings
from my heart that i wanna release here.

Why cant we guys be like the past? Everything has changed.
Is that the definition of bros?! So many things happened
these few days. If theres a choice, i would rather have
lesser friends than spoiling our relationship. 4 of us,
last year, ask yourselves. Were you guys happy? What about now?
Dont you guys miss those times spent together? I just simply
hate to quarrel and to have such fuckedup misunderstandings.
You ve to understand and know this, no matter how close i can
be with others. Its totally different. You re my bro, others
are just friends. Remember this. No matter what, i love you as
a bro. Nothing can change this fact. (: We ve gone thru so much
together. Im sorry.

alright! im back from gene's chalet. wokeup ard 12.
played dota with Mr Hong Yu Yang. yest it was damn fun
at e chalet. seeing ppl disturbing each another. aha!!
most probably will be going down today again. im having
problems with my health man. mummy asked me to go for
a checkup tml. shit this! alright! shall update tml after chalet.
CIAOS!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING! KIT XUEWEI! LOVE YOU!



firstly! i wanna wish my darling a happy birthday!
may all your dreams come true alright! 6years
of friendship! we quarrelled, we played, all those
memories we had in e past! was so damn fun right!
headed over to cine with yuyang and hongquan to
celebrate her birthday! met up with gera, kaiqi too.
we gave her a surprise by buying her a cake,
and suddenly appear in their room at kbox.
she teared! TOUCHED RIGHT DARLING!
hah! sayangs! time passes real fast! i still rmb
those times during secondary school! i miss those days!
anyway, upon seeing her happy and touched, i myself felt
happy too. hah! last year was the same too. im left
with 1 month, i hope time can stop. i wanna continue
having fun and laughters with my friends.
darling! rmb what we said uh! must meet up often okay!
alright! im off to dota already!

CIAOS!



i look fat in this pic! OMG



these ppl are the ones who i enjoyed
with in the past! loves!
friends are to be cherished!

just got up from my bed! was damn tired man! hah,
yest. met up with Mr Mervin Teo Soon at geylang for dinner.
after that headed ang mo kio with kyle to collect money.
kyle headed off after that. while teosoon and i headed
to town to meet up with hongquan and Mr Hong Yu Yang.
went to cine. played lan gaming awhile. after we finished
with everything. hsing han and stepfan arrived, so we met them. and that
idiot Mr Mervin Teo Soon went off to club. damn him! hahaha!
we had nothing to do ard town area, so we headed to tampines mac to slack.
alright! theres nothing much i can say now. cos i just woke up from
my dreamland! shall update soon alright!

CIAOS!

yesterday headed to Mr Hong Yu Yang's house for mahjong session,
dingwei, hongquan, hsinghan, jialing, fabian was there.
meeting up today too! cos my baby bro Mr Mervin Teo Soon POP from NS.
hah! so happy for him! after so many things that happened. i finally
realised, true bros are the one who wont give you attitude.
that day when i walked home alone from katong, i started to think of
the past. when me and Mr Mervin Teo Soon always walked that path back
home. talking to each other. laughters and joys we really had! but, its
sad. he's in NS. we wont have that chance anymore. imisshim! :( i really
learnt many many things from him. he's just like an elder brother to me.
whenever i feel unhappy, i would just approach him. and, he will never
fail to make me smile every single time! i hope time can stop 1 year back.
i will start to be selfish, if you dont like my character. than just stop
making friends with me, or meeting me up. i swear im okay with it. cos you aint
someone that i depend on living. (: rmb this! i dont give a shit.
im already at my ends already. i had enough. and oh yah! no matter how
angry i am towards Mr Mervin Teo Soon. towards him, my anger cools down fast.
everyone's just so different from him. so whenever i quarrel with him,
nothing will simply happen. cos in e past, its always him that gives in to me.

Mr Mervin Teo Soon : bro! ever since you enlisted into NS.
the distance between us is getting more and more further.
hope 1 day we will be as close as what we used to be yeah.
no matter what, you will always be that guy thats most
close to me. and as important for sure. nobody can
ever try to break our relationship. cos whoever tries to.
will always fail. 10years and counting on bro! iloveyou bro!

just came back from malaysia, headed there around
12. the custom's so fucked up lah. just becos of that
terrorist. we waited for around 2hours. its so fun
going jb with ahbao & company. hah. im going to enroll
this week. wanna at least get to pract 8 before i enlist in
1months time. past few days was with hong quan and company.
slacked around. i pierced back my side lips already.
for fun! hahaha. well, gonna stop here.

CIAOS!



ta da! i wanna change to ring! but have to wait ):

seriously, my butt hurts now! lol. ( dont get the wrong meaning )
yest, we went night cycling. met them at town first, went slacking.
after that, went to dw's house with jialing to borrow he's bike.
headed to meet bro, hq and company. we went to changi village for
supper. DINGWEI!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH! lol. he long panged me all e way.
cos i have bad stamina problem. after supper we went over to OCH.
its damn super dark there i swear. lol. after OCH we all headed home.
upon riding back to pasir ris. we kept laughing. cos of HH. he's damn
fucking lame i swear. LOL. we used dw's skateboard to play counterstrike.
lol! the road to pasir ris is damn fast! thanks to HH ah! lol.
later heading to town with them. anyway, im off to dota already.

CIAOS

the feeling of having you back is.. GREAT.
i love you my dear! WO HAO HAO XIANG NI!

what did i do these few days, hmmm..
busy meeting yang, hq, hh and company. lol.
just came back from a ktv pub. yest met them
at geylang for supper. and the day before yest,
went to town with them. getting to know them
better is getting more and more fun. lol! playing
each another's parent's names. but, all of us dont
get angry. thats the funny part. lol. time passes really
fast! 1 more month and im going to be enlisted to national
service. wow right? had abit of martell just now. its been long
since i last drank. hah. and i dont really feel comfortable now.
well, im off to wash my face. and.. DOTA!

CIAOS!

i saw your message that day, i wanted to reply.
but when i finish typing the message. i will just
hold on to the send button. there are many many
things i wanna let you know. but.. i just cant.
im sorry. maybe one day you will get to know.
but will it be too late? sorry for ignoring you.

went out yest, yuyang and hsinghan came down
my house to find me. and we headed to have dinner.
after dinner, yuyang wanted to meet gera. so we
accompanied him over to geylang east. chit chat awhile.
after gera went off. he went pasir ris to look for
jacky, dingwei & fabian. they were fishing. hah.
i ve never seen how ppl fish in my life. so went to check it out.
lol. while they fish, we talked cock. and, they ve this
habit. playing parent's names. LOL! its damn lame bodoh.
but damn funny. we slacked till about 4am. and we shared
cab home. they are funny ppl to mix with. alright,
im going off to bathe. and gaming starts! btw, i put
all my ear piercings back. cos i think i suit earrings more.
than studs. hah. oh yah! i read the news. a terrorist escaped yest.
there are many many police looking for him now. HAH!
must be careful. from what i see, he's a dangerous person.

CIAOS!

met up with Mr MervinTeoSoon (thats how i address my bros!)
for supper at lorong 15, well. its been damn fucking long since i saw him.
can see he's doing fine with his NS life. and.. he's still damn lame.
he kept making me laugh while we were eating. lol.
sometimes i do miss those times spent with my bros.
bros! im left with 2more months.
lets have all the funs and laughters we once had together again alright?
what i need the most now, is just my family and bros.
the current us is like, we never contact each
another anymore. everybody's doing their own stuffs.
i know im at fault, whenever you guys wanna meet me,
i will just reject. or maybe ignoring you guys. im sorry! hope
our relationship is still as strong as the past yeah? come on! lets meet up next sat.
come out for maybe dinner alright? i love you guys!

CIAOS!

met up with Mr MervinTeoSoon (thats how i address my bros!) for supper at lorong 15, well. its been damn fucking long since i saw him. can see he's doing fine with his NS
life. and.. he's still damn lame. he kept making me laugh while we were eating. lol.
sometimes i do miss those times spent with my bros. bros! im left with 2more months.
lets have all the funs and laughters we once had together again alright? what i need
the most now, is just my family and bros. the current us is like, we never contact each
another anymore. everybody's doing their own stuffs. i know im at fault, whenever you
guys wanna meet me, i will just reject. or maybe ignoring you guys. im sorry! hope
our relationship is still as strong as the past yeah? come on! lets meet up next sat.
come out for maybe dinner alright? i love you guys!

CIAOS!

alright! i just woke up! i slept for like
18hours! lol. cos the day before yest. i was dotaing
all e way. and now! im enjoying my mum's home cook food.
she went out this morning. upon telling me theres food for me.
loves! headed to ps with my family yest. dad changed
he's phone again. Song Ericsson W960. he needs it for he's business.
cos its a pda phone. mummy bought lil konan a new phone too. lol.
bought new clothes for me & konan too. such a great mummy
i have. well! im tired. just soooooo tired!
CIAOS!

met up with yuyang, hq and company for
supper. headed to lor 20. chit chat.
i find them funny. LOL! slacked around.
and boom! im home. mummy and daddy are bringing me out
tml. she wants to bring me for shopping. hah.
have to wakeup ard 10am! aww. but i plan to dota till
daybreak. alright! im off to meet them in game already.
CIAOS!

im sorry that i ve been cold.
its just that, for so long i havent
step into a new r/s. i do feel weird.
you should understand by seeingme
keeping myself at home too. its not
that i wanna be cold. just that..
argh! you ll never understand bah.
hope 1 day i ll stand up and face reality.
im sorry. i ll try to change. give me time.

heyya! kenshum's back to update! hah!
so, did you guys enjoyed your chinese new year?
for me, i did! cos i had many many delicious food!
hah! yummy! seafood, japanese food, thai food!
i simply love eating! hahaha. but, i cant grow fat!
thats the sad thing man! poh came over my house today
to bai nian. saw he's new hairstyle in person. its nice man!
style bodoh! HEHE! i dontknow why, i feel happy seeing my
bro look nice. lol. =\ valentines day is around the corner.
any dates? for me. nope. =( so sad uh! hahahaha.
alright! thats all, gotta accompany mummy out tml at 10am.
CIAOS!


during chinese new year! in dad's car!

once again, i ve put my heart in a new relationship,
my promise for you will never be broken again my dear.
i will do my best to make you happy. i promise.
hope you keep your promise for me too yeah.

i ve been asking myself this question for kinda long.

What will happen 2 years in the future?

just had my 4th reunion dinner, LOL.
any plans? any dates for me during chinese new year?
hah. boring! i found one photo of me during young just now
while messing up with the photo album! lol!



ta da! LOL! cute right!

2 more days to chinese new year! hah!
and i had 3 reunion dinners already!
first one was at jumbo seafood restaurant,
second one was at my grandma's house,
thrid one, which is today. jeneen's coming
over too. hah. eating lots and lots of food man!
aww! hahaha. my bro poh had he's haircut! he's
so cute now! whaha! bro when wanna meet me? dont shy okay?
CIAOS!



here it is! nice right?!

hello! im here to update! hah. alright, shall
start with yesterday. had Shum's family reunion
dinner. headed to Jumbo Seafood Restaurant for dinner.
enjoyed chat chatting session with my family and esp those
foods! hah! after eating, dad fetched us to a nearby mac.
cos konan wanted ice cream. lol. and for today, had reunion
dinner with my grand parents. its been long since i last saw them
too. hah. well, at least they are doing great. daddy and mummy
had a talk with us on the way home just now. i totally agree to
what they say. our life, our future. etc. chinese new year
is around the corner! red packets are coming to your pockets eh?
hah! hmmm.. alright, i think thats all. going off for dota!
CIAOS!

im here to update! whah! hello! alright.
my parents just left for overseas today.
they will be back on thurs. hah, so.
lets start with today. i didnt went out.
stayed at home. ordered kfc for dinner.
yum yum! it was delicious! hah. chinese
new year is around the corner! time for
some red packets eh?! HAH! suddenly, i miss
days with my bros at thailand! the fun and
laughter we had! awww. alright guys! im off
to play dota already!
CIAOS!

imissyou! dont you?

alright! here i am to update again!
starting with today! met up with kyle and poh
at bugis. mummy gave me $100 to change
my mouse. cos the previous one was spoilt.
went to bugis for lunch. headed over to sim lim
to get my mouse. hah. my mouse cost me $95.
but i like it, its worth the price i guess.
oh yah, shifted house already. kinda not used
staying in a smaller house. but, its okay. cos
its only temporary. i guess its time for me to MIA
from the outside world already. during march holidays,
im planning to open a chalet for celebrating upon
my enlistment into the national service. 3 more months left.
although i hate this kind of feeling. but, every guy have
to go thru this. during this period of time, i started to
realise. parents are the most wonderful ppl on earth.
so, cherish your parents. they cant be with you forever.
so.. why not? stay happy with them than rather give
each another a black face everyday. somehow, i dont really
care whether i live in a huge house or a small one.
the most important thing is, i get to live with
my family. seeing everyone happy. im already satisfied.
mummy gave me and kyle each a choice. she said, we are already
grown ups. why not, she buy me and kyle each a 4room flat.
and we shift out and start everything on our own. or she
buys a bigger house and let everyone each have our own room and
live together. im still brooding over this question.
alright guys! im off to play games already.
CIAOS!

hello! im back. hah. its been dontknow
how many days since i last went out.
im a good boy right?! have to meet huimin
& her group of friends for steamboat this sat.
awww. actually, i didnt feel like going at first.
but, somehow, school's reopening for them, and
everytime they wanted to meet me. i simply reject.
so this time i think i ve to accept. hah! right huimin?!
im going to enroll for bike practicals already.
along with my darling yuyang eh. hah. alright.
konan bought me lunch. im off to eat and play!
ciaos!